Regretting Pleasure

Green was the garden and sky was blue

with light all around, with love so true

Life was a dream, smiles and bloom

Tender was your touch, your words were never rude

                                 Dancing stars, shined with moon

                                it was a myth, it passed away soon

                              its morning again, and the sun did rise

                             There is light again as I opened my eyes

                                a vague picture I see in front of me

                                 neither blue sky nor the grass is green

A matter of time, for me was a life 

now I wish I never knew what it was like

I wish I Never saw the waves of the oceans

I wish I never felt the beat of your heart

I wish I just lied on your chest, for a sleep that could forever last

but it wasn’t peace that I had found with u

My life searched for more and took me away from u

Eyes were closed in magical world, forced open with pain in veracity

The mystical world I had lived in for a day had given me pleasures that would eternally stay

but the ache my heart feels so bad, makes me repent for the pleasures I’ve had

Life without you...

Will u be alright
would u be okay
If I fell down, if I die some day

Promise me your strong
Even when I’m gone
you’ll hold upon
you’ll live the way I say

Will u be alright
would u be okay
If I had to leave u and go away

Remember the life we lived in a day
Time of our life
All the things we did we say

U don’t wana loose the pleasure inside
Get up and be yourself live again your life

Though m not again beside to hold your hand
Ill be in your dreams inside in your paradise

Will u be alright
would be okay
would u hate me for leaving u one day?

Will u be alright
would u be okay?
Could u forgive me and pray?

For a life of peace
for dignity
for our love to grow in everyway

Doesn’t matter how time flies by
you’re always in me, never out of my sight

No wonder we’re one soul in two wears
we love we play together as we say

Would u be alright
will u be okay
if I hold your hand and promise to stay

I’ll be here now
Forever isn’t cliché
a snitch of a time the month of may
 

If I wana live my life again with u I wana stay

Would u forgive me
would to rise to pray
would u want my tears to fade and be smile of your face

Hold my hands now
be the support I need
be the person I always wanted to be

Will u be alright
would u be okay
If I say I love u in every way

Whispering in ears
loving all those years

Never think of loosing me
never wish me to stay

Let the life be
Alone we’ll never be
All the time my need is; u to be okay

Will u be alright
would u be okay...
If I wanted to live my life another day...

Would you forgive me
are you willing to stay
with a person who loves you
with the one afraid to say

Will you be alright
would you be okay
living in your life with a depressing display

Will u be alright
would u be okay
If I say I love u in every way

Would you be alright
will you be okay
be the reason I need to live a life today!

This is what your life will ever be...

Like it or not this is what your life will ever be

A fire in the ocean

not a bridge above the sea
your life would be pathetic, not comfort with royalty

You’ll dream of skies

stars and things beyond reality
but the truth won’t change, you’re the queen of poverty

It’s in your heart n in your soul

it is indeed carved inside of you
the true existence and the rightful place

my dear you belong to

Convince yourself that the wrong is right
but you won’t ever be ready 

to suffer the atrocious life

Like it or not you’ll have to deal with thee
brutal and vindictive for u it can be

Like it or not it is what your life will ever be...

If Only...

It was losing away…

All I ever had seems to be a trick of the heavens

Just when I realized how much I needed you

I saw them taking you away from me

And only when I could gather myself to scream out loud and call you back

you weren’t anymore in the reach

If only they let my tears fall

I would cry an ocean, many rivers, and seas

But fate had planned much worse for me

a battle to fight until I’m down on my knee

It’s hard to see my inert heart

repent for all the bad memories

None to blame yet all to suffer

The balancing of time...the payment for glee

And only if I could cry a little

I would fill an ocean, many rivers, even seas

If only they let me die in peace

I wouldn’t regret my life with thee…

Loosing Life…

With your lips on mine
you took your last breathe

The arms holding so tight
now starting to unfold
the warmth fading away, the locked lips so cold

 I wonder as u fall down to my knee
if this is all real or a scary dream

You look with those eyes shining so bright
overflowing the love I wanted all these years
you hide your dread beneath your tears

As they shed on my hands
one by one
my heart sinks down and my soul burns

Confessing love, undeniably true
with the last ounce of life left in you

You hold my hands waiting to die
as I ask for mercy, I look upon the sky

I see no hope
but the sky so clear

Telling me it’s taking you away
while you are standing so near

Why do we lose it all
everything so dear?

Holding me tight u lift yourself up
loosing your life you whisper you last words

Saying ‘I love you’ with your sweet voice in my ears
you take away all the pain in me, u take away all my tears

Promising me a life full of fantasy
you have left me in the end with nothing but an eternal tragedy…

Blabbering and Stabbering

...and all they learned is to blabber!

The squeaking voice
and the broken ladder

Its nor the helplessness
neither the windy weather

It’s your fraudulence
causing you to stammer

It’s not a threat but a warning letter
for things you’ve done; your dreams shall soon shatter

You sold yourself out for just a few bucks
a few certainly that would catch you no luck

And once it’s time
the destiny would clout your idyllic life

All you would be left with will be betrayal at your side
a minute reimburse to you with pride

By all the ears that heard you blabber around
while all they asked for was an opinionated resonance

Someone to hold them high
and help them get through the hard time

Someone unlike you
who spread the the untrue

For their own kind!

Alone...

Purity once had a name and beauty once had a face
Life once had a meaning and once I had a safe place

Once there was freedom and once I could laugh
happiness was once alive and once I had another half

Once I shared l0ve and once I had someone
once I felt I fitted but quickly that died

The grace so great and the beauty so vast
all I wanted was it to last

Fate maybe had another plan
or maybe life wanted to betray me

Whatsoever it all fell apart
pleasure, joy, love, care are all now just memories

Now I walk alone in these dark streets
with no lights to guide my way
and no life to hide my soul!

When you Arrived..

And it was the time when you arrived
the love came along
and those sad days were gone
no more I was deprived

The widening smile
and the shinning eyes

The happy world
and the feelings so high

The time that stopped
and the days that glowed

The dawn to sunset
and sunset to midnight

Every hour and every second
for u I lived my life

Fondness so intense
that it is deeper than the oceans
and larger than the sea

With you my every moment
of life turned to glee

It was the pleasure brought by you
the anticipation that came when you arrived

And all these months, the waiting was worth the time
for the love and the affection for what I thrived
for all that came along with you, once you arrived!

I am Poor...

Lowering my gaze when I turn back
as the royalty is not for me

Within my reach but far to grasp
our chain of live those above us lead

Craving for more when a piece of bread
is all I get from thee

Hand in the pouch that’s empty indeed
with a hope to find a penny for a seed

We’re not among those blissful people
in truth we live our lives with greed

Integrity we hold though not high enough
even our hearts smiles and we suffer grief

Human beings we all are, treat us no different
what you have today might not remain forever

But humans for eternity we shall be…

Happy Birthday

Your voice is as sweet as a morning in May
warming my heart on a cold winter’s day

Your words fill my heart and your touch fills my mind
I avow I Will love u till the end of the time

All the love, the flowers and even the balloons
all the love and everything that blooms

All the love, the happiness and the joy
all the love, the smiles and the toys

All the love, the hearts and the warms
all the love, a special hug only in my arms

All the love, but only a kiss from me
and all the love yet from only ME…

I wish u on this special day of yours…I wish u in my way
I give u all of the above as a gift and myself as well if u say

I give it all, I give everything and I ask u to stay
stay behind, stay for me. Stay and listen me say

All the sweet things you are to me, all the specialness in this day
C’mon it’s time to commemorate, it’s time to make way

For all the love and happiness of the world
because it’s my bebBbys birthday!!

You are dear to me...

Looking around brilliance I see
Happiness profound, no ambiguity

Every time in need or want
you listen to our silent heart

Glee in your arms and heavens under your feet
O mother of mine you are dear to me!

Treasure of the world alone you hold
magic of yours, to the world it’s sold

Worth so much, that even kings bow
the price of the rest collectively is low

You share out love, and you always stay beside
each and every member of the family link to you with pride

Only you can understand, the cry of a new born
his urge for love, you’re his only voice of trust

O mother of mine you are dear to me
life or death, with you I shall be

I wish to stay beside during hot days and cold
I promise you my love and shelter even when you’re old

Dear mother I am thankful to you
for everything you’ve given me
the milk that made me strong, my everyday cup of tea

What you deserve is a life full of love
the best in this world and all the heavens above

O mother of mine for such miraculous sincerity
your gratified daughter shall thank u for eternity!

Don't Deny

Listen it close
and Listen it clear

Make your very own choice
let the qualm disappear

Figure what’s right, recognize the wrong
the worst isn’t frail but the ones who’s strong

You know it’s gone; it won’t ever be back
you’re lost esteem, the dignity u lack

Years of cry by days with fear
the regret in heart, the last falling tear

Yet you’re alive with your fake live
a world of fantasy indeed a rotten lie

A voice from heart and the proof from soul
proving it to you, but something else you’re looking for

Appreciate the words that don’t hurt much
you’ve seen the most evil, your painful touch

You heard and you repent, the worst mistakes you’ve made
U had and u threw the happy life away

The life had flowers planned for you
your denial chased away all the bloom
the dying roses but the thorns grew

Don’t deny it now
it’s all true…

Conflict...

They call and shout
behind every door there’s a mouth

It talks and they walk
a long way but not along

It’s hard to believe
yet the truth is revealed

How things come across
and the ears reject them all

How ruthless it becomes
U wonder how It all begun

Let’s all think about it deep
the disagreements beneath

The divergence that arise
indeed an unabashed price

The reason to comprehend
why everyone run

Away from reality
and towards the shade

They’re afraid to be caught
they might have a parade

 It’s time to understand
not the same destination everyone lands

U may never be wrong
but the conflicts do arise all along…