This is what your life will ever be...

Like it or not this is what your life will ever be

A fire in the ocean

not a bridge above the sea
your life would be pathetic, not comfort with royalty

You’ll dream of skies

stars and things beyond reality
but the truth won’t change, you’re the queen of poverty

It’s in your heart n in your soul

it is indeed carved inside of you
the true existence and the rightful place

my dear you belong to

Convince yourself that the wrong is right
but you won’t ever be ready 

to suffer the atrocious life

Like it or not you’ll have to deal with thee
brutal and vindictive for u it can be

Like it or not it is what your life will ever be...

If Only...

It was losing away…

All I ever had seems to be a trick of the heavens

Just when I realized how much I needed you

I saw them taking you away from me

And only when I could gather myself to scream out loud and call you back

you weren’t anymore in the reach

If only they let my tears fall

I would cry an ocean, many rivers, and seas

But fate had planned much worse for me

a battle to fight until I’m down on my knee

It’s hard to see my inert heart

repent for all the bad memories

None to blame yet all to suffer

The balancing of time...the payment for glee

And only if I could cry a little

I would fill an ocean, many rivers, even seas

If only they let me die in peace

I wouldn’t regret my life with thee…